It was barely evening, and Tomoe felt exhausted already. He was returning to the okiya with supplies in hand for that night. They were entertaining some big named Shogun. He often volunteered himself to pick up supplies even though that task was usually delegated to the boys who were on the lower rungs of the hierarchy of the okiya. The fresh air was a godsend compared to the confined spaces that was already loud and cramped with all the milling about. He hid his poor health from his employers- putting on a brave face even when his lungs burned and he could barely see straight. He hadn't spent all this time becoming the favorite just to piss it down the drain now. He'd heard all the warnings the tea-house owner had had to give him any time they had an important client such as this one.
In this section of the red light district, Tomoe stuck out amongst the others; the fine silk kimono that he wore was a symbol of wealth that many an entertainer would be lucky enough to have one of in their lifetimes. To him, however, the blue silk that adorned him was casual wear compared to the finely embroidered kimono he was normally dressed in when he was 'Himawari'. All around him, the noise and bustle of the never-ending business that the brothels in the area around him brought in filled his senses as he made his way back toward the okiya district. There was something there that gave him quite a bit of pause; he thought he was seeing ghosts. Was seeing things something he could add to his list of afflictions? He almost laughed at the thought. At first, the figure off in the distance reminded him of someone that he'd not seen in quite some time. Tomoe veered from his determined path as if drawn to the figure. It couldn't be; it just couldn't.
He was acutely aware of the sound that his footsteps made against the road. The wooden geta on his feet sounded loud and matched the nervous beat of his heart as he neared. His mind was flooded with nostalgic memories of himself playing with another boy whose face he couldn't quite remember- chasing off village guards who came after them for stealing food and supplies. It was hard to believe the two of them had grown apart in completely separate worlds. Tomoe had grown up in the tea-house- not knowing much outside save for the bits and pieces he'd learned through history, politics, and poetry he'd learned when he'd risen through the ranks. His concerns had drifted from his own safety and well-being to how beautiful and desirable he could make himself to potential clients in hopes that one day, he'd be free of the contract he'd unwillingly been signed into. He stopped himself as the man had turned around. They were several yards away from one another, but the face was unmistakable. Tomoe drew in a breath and his hands shook slightly as they held the paper parasol with a white knuckled grip.
"Is it really you?" His voice was quiet, but still audible. "I thought I'd never see you again." Tears threatened to prick at the corners of his eyes, but he remained steadfast. Crying was a courtesy allotted to children- not a courtesan who carried himself with grace.
Their promise to meet up that night all those years ago had been broken, and he knew he'd been the one to break it- although unintentionally. The orphanage that had raised them made a deal with the owner of the okiya that they would take one of the children in their care off of their hands for a hefty sum, and Tomoe had been the unlucky one that'd gotten picked. It made him feel guilty even though he knew the situation had been out of his control. "Is this a place you frequent often?" He asked- a playful smile pulled at the corners of his lips. He couldn't help but throw the playful tease in the man’s direction.