General RP Damnit, He’s Hot! (Firestarter)

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin whimpers, "Shut up. . ." He mumbles, his arms tightening around his legs. He didn't mean to be rude, but he needed to focus. He couldn't get distracted.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek looks down and sighs, "I'm sorry..." he slowly stands up from the bed and walks to the corner of the room and gets down on his knees. He faces the corner and hangs his head silently.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin takes a few more minuets before slowly sitting up. He looks at Derek, "Don't look like kicked puppy." He whispers.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek remains still for a moment, continuing to hang his head low while facing the corner. He takes a quiet breathe before slumping his shoulders and turning to face Kalin, "What happened?"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin grumbles, "Come here." He huffs.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek slowly stands and walks over to Kalin but stands at the edge of the bed, refusing to touch the other while looking down, "What did I do to make you uncomfortable?"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

kalin huffs and takes Derek;s hands, trying to pull him down onto the bed.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek remains standing at the edge of the bed and looks at Kalin, "Please tell me what happened."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin whines, "Snuggles." He demands petulantly.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek sighs and sits on the edge of the bed.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin climbs into his lap, mumbling, "I'm sorry."

 

[Firestarter]

Derek cups Kalin's face in his hands and presses their foreheads together, "No. You have nothing to be sorry for."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

"But. . . You were having fun and I ruined it. . ." He mumbles.

 

[Firestarter]

"No, no. You didn't ruin anything. I put you into an uncomfortable position and that's my fault. Don't ever apologize for protecting yourself." Derek kisses Kalin's forehead and takes a deep breath.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin blinks once, looking confused, "But--"

 

[Firestarter]

Derek pulls back just enough to look into Kalin's eyes, "No. Do you understand me? No. I might not know exactly what I did wrong, but im the one who fucked up. You were just protecting yourself."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin shakes his head, "It doesn't matter. . . You were having fun. I shouldn't have said anything."

 

[Firestarter]

Derek gently pets Kalin's head and frowns, "Kalin, I can only have fun if you are having fun. If you are uncomfortable, then I'm uncomfortable." He gently wraps his arms around Kalin and holds him tenderly, "I never want you to hold back on telling me something is wrong. You're feelings and safety are the most important thing to me."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin bites his lip, "But--"

 

[Firestarter]

Derek places one finger over Kalin's lips to stop him from speaking, "Kalin, I'm serious. You didn't do a single thing wrong. It doesn't matter what was happening in the moment, if you are uncomfortable, then my first priority is making you feel safe and happy."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin looks away uncertainly and swallows.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek buries his face in Kalin's neck and sighs, shuddering just a bit, "Please, please forgive me for making you uncomfortable, Kalin."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

"It's fine." He mumbles.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek holds Kalin close and keeps his face buried into Kalin's neck.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

"Choking." He murmurs softly.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek lifts his head and looks at Kalin, "It's was the choking?"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin closes is eyes, "Yeah. . . Keith. . ." He whispers.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek closes his eyes tightly and struggles to remain calm, "You don't have to say it if you don't want to, Kalin. I promise, though, with everything fiber of my being, nothing like that will ever happen again."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin swallows once and looks down, mute.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek opens his eyes and looks at Kalin with sad eyes, "Let's go upstairs and go snuggle in the bed okay? You need some real affection." Without waiting for a response, Derek carefully lifts Kalin into his arms and carries him upstairs.