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Kassidy barely had time to process the sudden shift in their surroundings before her focus was drawn entirely back to Ruvik. The dim familiarity of her old bedroom pressed in around them, its presence meant to be comforting in this moment, even if it wasn’t real. Ruvik had started to pull away, but she couldn’t let him go. Not yet.
Acting on impulse, Kassidy reached out and wrapped her arms around him again, pressing herself against his frame before he could put too much distance between them. Her fingers curled into the fabric of his coat, gripping just enough to keep him there, as if afraid that if she let go, he might disappear into the nightmare that had already stolen so much from them both. Her small body pressed against his as her heart raced so hard in loud, she could hear it in her ears.
"Ruvik..." she whispered, her voice softer now, tinged with something unspoken. "If you’re going to do this… just please, be careful." Kassidy’s cheek rested lightly against his chest, her breath warm against the coolness of his clothing. He felt colder than he should be like the nightmare had seeped into him so deeply that warmth struggled to reach him. But right now, in this fleeting moment, she felt him. The rise and fall of his chest, this moment was a fleeting one and Kassidy knew it.
Slowly, Kassidy tilted her head back, her eyes searching his face in the dim glow of the room, silently begging him to not go like she once had when she was younger. His features were sharp, and haunting, yet she had long since stopped fearing them. Instead, Kassidy found herself drawn to him in ways she had never expected. The way his pale skin contrasted against the darkness around them, the way his gaze burned even in silence, it was intoxicating in its twisted way. He wasn’t a monster in her eyes anymore is what she thought, her mind romanticizing possibly, not that she cared if it did or not.
"I know you have to do this," she murmured, her fingers tightening their grip just slightly scared to let him slip away. Her heart pounded against her ribs as she admitted it, knowing that she had bared more of herself than she probably should have, not that she cared anymore, with the possibility of losing him starting to develop in her mind, the thought of confessing something that shouldn’t be said in these moments kept pressing in her mind. "I-I don’t want to lose you...."
"Just promise me," Kassidy added, her voice barely above a whisper. She lingered in the closeness between them, feeling the way his body tensed under her touch, how he seemed unsure of how to respond, but either way, Kassidy didn’t want to let him go. "that when this is over… you’ll still be you…"
It was a foolish request, she knew that. And she needed to believe just for a moment… that there was something left of him to hold onto. Kassidy’s grip started to loosen, knowing he had to go for now, even if she reluctantly did want to let him go, she knew she had to eventually. Her bright blue eyes stared at him, she parted her lips like she was going to say something as her cheeks flushed even so slightly before she looked away and her mouth closed.
Acting on impulse, Kassidy reached out and wrapped her arms around him again, pressing herself against his frame before he could put too much distance between them. Her fingers curled into the fabric of his coat, gripping just enough to keep him there, as if afraid that if she let go, he might disappear into the nightmare that had already stolen so much from them both. Her small body pressed against his as her heart raced so hard in loud, she could hear it in her ears.
"Ruvik..." she whispered, her voice softer now, tinged with something unspoken. "If you’re going to do this… just please, be careful." Kassidy’s cheek rested lightly against his chest, her breath warm against the coolness of his clothing. He felt colder than he should be like the nightmare had seeped into him so deeply that warmth struggled to reach him. But right now, in this fleeting moment, she felt him. The rise and fall of his chest, this moment was a fleeting one and Kassidy knew it.
Slowly, Kassidy tilted her head back, her eyes searching his face in the dim glow of the room, silently begging him to not go like she once had when she was younger. His features were sharp, and haunting, yet she had long since stopped fearing them. Instead, Kassidy found herself drawn to him in ways she had never expected. The way his pale skin contrasted against the darkness around them, the way his gaze burned even in silence, it was intoxicating in its twisted way. He wasn’t a monster in her eyes anymore is what she thought, her mind romanticizing possibly, not that she cared if it did or not.
"I know you have to do this," she murmured, her fingers tightening their grip just slightly scared to let him slip away. Her heart pounded against her ribs as she admitted it, knowing that she had bared more of herself than she probably should have, not that she cared anymore, with the possibility of losing him starting to develop in her mind, the thought of confessing something that shouldn’t be said in these moments kept pressing in her mind. "I-I don’t want to lose you...."
"Just promise me," Kassidy added, her voice barely above a whisper. She lingered in the closeness between them, feeling the way his body tensed under her touch, how he seemed unsure of how to respond, but either way, Kassidy didn’t want to let him go. "that when this is over… you’ll still be you…"
It was a foolish request, she knew that. And she needed to believe just for a moment… that there was something left of him to hold onto. Kassidy’s grip started to loosen, knowing he had to go for now, even if she reluctantly did want to let him go, she knew she had to eventually. Her bright blue eyes stared at him, she parted her lips like she was going to say something as her cheeks flushed even so slightly before she looked away and her mouth closed.