General RP Stripping for the Credit Union and SLC (Crow)

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran settles against Gavin, closing his eyes. He presses his face into the other's shoulder, arms slipping around Gavin's neck. "Mmmm. . . Feels good

 

[Crow]

He would kiss his head, wrapping his arms around Ciaran, pressing his body into the others

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

After the cuddle sesh, Ciaran stays curled up on the couch under a blanket, watching Gavin edit the video. He was quiet for most of it, feeling calm and relaxed in a way he hadn't for a while. He watches as Gavin posts around on social media, hinting with teasers and small videos before publishing the full thing on his OF. "How many followers do you have right now?"

 

[Crow]

"On OF, almost 2 hundred. Not a lot but its a good start" he says looking back acyer finishing editing and posting it behind a paywall

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran yawns, stretching. "Mmmm. . ." He presses his face into the couch armrest, peering at Gavin. "Better than me. . ."

 

[Crow]

"You will get there babes, people love twinks" he says leaning back and playing the edited version for Ciaran "you were great" he says moving to start cuddling once more, still very much naked, no longer bothered about wearing clothes around Ci

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

"I'm not a twink! What are you king on about?" Ciaran scowls, letting Gavin cuddle him. "I happen to have very nice muscles!"

 

[Crow]

"Pft, I have more muscles than you do." He says laying his head on ciarans chest, "we should do this more often"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran grumbles, "I'm still not a twink ass bitch." He mutters, sounding annoyed.

 

[Crow]

"Feel free to prove me wrong anytime my slutty little twink bottom" he says sticking out his tongue

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran's face goes red and he shoves his hand into Ciaran's face, hissing: "Shut the fuck up, dickface!"

 

[Crow]

Gavin laughs "make me bitch" he says loving how flustered he was getting. It was cute what upset him

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Gavin squrims, "I'm not a bitch!" He hisses, trying to wiggle away from Gavin.

 

[Crow]

He laughs, grabbing him and pulling him onto his lap, holding him down "you're my bitch"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran shakes his head, "Am not!" He pushes his hand into Gavin's face again, "I'm no one's bitch!" He narrows his eyes at the other, "Stop calling me that."

 

[Crow]

He sighs and nods "fine, I'll stop for now baby" he days laughing some more. "God i love you" he spoke without even thinking

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran blinks and pulls back, huffing, "Don't say shit like that." He mutters, pulling off Gavin's lap and moving to find his pants.

 

[Crow]

He froze hearing this. Fuck, he fucked up didn't he? "I..um.." he just gets up, going to his room and locking the door behind him, collapsing to the floor as his body shook

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran tugs his pants on, going to his room and closing his eyes. He bites down on his lower lip, shaking his head and sinks down onto his bed.

 

[Crow]

"I can't believe I told him that. I can't believe he reacted like that!" He shouts to himself and bangs his fist into the floor, upset at himself and Ciaran

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran hears Gavin's shouts and pulls his knees up, fidgeting. Why had he reacted like that? What would be so wrong. . . No, he couldn't. It was just supposed to be sex. Sex for the money to pay back their debts.

He couldn't be with Gavin. His father would freak out, and probably disown Ciaran entirely. He couldn't loose his family. But Gavin. . .

 

[Crow]

Gavin wasn't sure if he could keep this friendship up if it was just gonna hurt like this. He would curl up in the floor, closing his eyes

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran presses a hand to his face, sucking in a deep breath. He looks down at his hands fidgetting still as his thoughts fly faster than he can comprehend. After a few minuets, he stands, dragging himself towards Gavin's room, "Gav. . ."

 

[Crow]

Gavin would open his eyes hearing Ciaran. He would stand up moving to the door but not bothering to open it "what do you need Ci?"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran bites his lip, "Please. . ." He mumbles, wrapping his arms around himself. "Talk to me. . ."

 

[Crow]

He would stay silent for a while before opening thw door enough to put his head in "you were already pretty clear earlier"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran stares at him, "I. . ." He looks down after a moment, unable to look at his friend, pushing his toe into the floor. "We can't. . . I thought. . . we agreed just sex-- I. . ."

 

[Crow]

He looks away "I think we both knew that wasn't going to last. I wanted to leave feelings behind but..." he trails off afraid to say those 3 words again

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Ciaran squeezes his eyes shut, "I can't. . ." He whispers, "But. . ." He looks up, eyes wide. "I can't loose you either, you're the only one who knows me."

 

[Crow]

"I..I dont know if I can stay just friends anymore, not now that my feelings are known" he says speaking his heart now