General RP The Man Kept His Socks On (Knight_of_None)

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin squeaks, looking up at him, “Um- kissing you-. . ?” He mumbles, looking away for a moment before looking back. He shifts slightly, clearing his throat.

 

[Knight_of_None]

Billy hissed under his breath, leaning back. "I don't...i-...why." he said as he looked at him, though he slowed to a stop, his eyes searching Lyrins.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin stares back at him, looking anxious, “I- I wanted to?” He mumbles.

 

[Knight_of_None]

Billy huffed and looked away. "I...don't do that. It's a thing-its....I just don't." He said shaking his head slightly.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin bites his lip, “Why not?” He mumbles.

 

[Knight_of_None]

Billy looked down between them. "Really? You want to talk about that now?" He said sighing as he started to raise Lyrin off of him.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin grips onto him, “Talk about why you want to kiss me, yet don’t right now while your cock is inside me? Yes.” Lyrin huffs.

 

[Knight_of_None]

Billy's eyes flashed, a mixture of frustration....of both senses, and his discomfort rising through him. "I don't like it, Okay!" He snapped

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin tensed slightly, “And why not?” He tilts his head.

 

[Knight_of_None]

"I don't want to talk about that either." He said as he closed his eyes and shook his head. "Dammit Lyrin. You can't just....I'm sorry. I just can't." He said as his voice got softer, whispering it

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin huffs and lightly touches Billy’s face, nuzzling close to him. “You obviously want something from me, and I’m trying to give it to you. But then you won’t even tell me why you won’t take it. Talk to me.”

 

[Knight_of_None]

"...We're not there yet." He said softly as he nuzzles together with him, his hands touching on his back and his hip gently.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

“Only because you won’t let us. I’m trying.” He huffs, “I’m not saying date me, I’m just saying tell me what’s on your mind so I don’t make the same mistake again.”

 

[Knight_of_None]

"I wasn't going to!-" He huffed. "...you're...not...i...can't do it....with you." He mumbled vaguely

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin looks even more confused, “Why?” He asks, tilting his head.

 

[Knight_of_None]

"It makes me feel bad. And then I can't focus on the fun. Like right now." He said huffing

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

“Why? I like it, I think it’s fun.“

 

[Knight_of_None]

"Lyrin!.. just...stop. Okay?" He said as he started to bring him down, slipping out of him. He walked to his clothes, picking them up. "I'm out of the mood...so... let me just give you the money-"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin bites his lip, “At least take these damn rings off.” He mutters, looking away and closing his eyes.

 

[Knight_of_None]

"Mm? Oh. Yeah." He walked over, again, pushing Lurin up against the wall, either instinctively gruff, or keeping him from trying anything twice. Billy eased the rings off, one by one , 4 in total as he slowly liberated Lyrin.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin was silent and quiet, watching Billy and then takes the rings from him and then picks up the vibrated, shoving them into his bag. He dresses, still silent.

 

[Knight_of_None]

Billy counted out a stack of money, and puts it in Lyrin's bag, keeping some for himself. He wanted to be angry...but he only felt vulnerable...and that arguably felt worse. The silence between them hung like a haze. Billy threw on his shirt and started to button it, keeping to his corner of the room.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin pulls his pants on, buttoning them and biting his lip. He looks at Billy for a moment before looking away. He picks his bag up, hugging himself and turning away. He leans his forehead against the wall, staring at it in the dark.

 

[Knight_of_None]

"Lyrin.." Billy sighed as he turned to the walk, starting to step closer. "...I'm...I'm sorry-"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin swallows, “I-It’s fine.” He mumbles, shuddering. “It’s not like I don’t fuck things up all the time.”

 

[Knight_of_None]

He sighed as he moved and put a hand on his back gently. "You...aren't. It's me-not you..."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

“I kissed you. How is that not me fucking it up? I knew you didn’t do it for some reason and I still did.” He closes his eyes, not moving.

 

[Knight_of_None]

"Are you saying if you hesitated every time, you wouldn't feel goo for I just swept you up to go for it?...I understand why...it's just hard for me to put myself in that place...even while we're having sex" he said sighing

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Lyrin bites down on his lip, turning and staring up at the other, “No. That’s not what I’m saying. I’m sorry.” He moves past Billy, stepping toward the door.

 

[Knight_of_None]

Billy heaved a sigh but walked after him, folding his arms as he let them part ways after a few more beats, to get to their own classes.