General RP Damnit, He’s Hot! (Firestarter)

[RhysTheFirebird]

He huffs, “Oh, stop worrying about it. It’s fine. It’s even more suspicious keeping them out.”

 

[Firestarter]

"Alright baby. Whatever makes you happy." Derek smiled before sitting up. He shifted Kalin in his arms to carry him bridal style before standing and carrying the other back inside and towards the bedroom.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin hums softly, looking up at Derek. He runs his hand over the other’s chest, quiet for long moments. “Derek?”

 

[Firestarter]

"Yes?" Derek tilts his head slightly while looking down at Kalin.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin shifts and drops from Derek’s hold, walking beside him, “What. . . Would you say if we told the press about us? Instead of them inevitably finding out about it?”

 

[Firestarter]

Derek stops in his tracks and stares at Kalin with wide eyes. He could feel his heart pounding like crazy in his chest. "What?"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin swallows and looks away for a moment, “I mean. . . The press will eventually find out about us. One way or another, so what if we just told them? Or made a public appearance about it? Staged something? That way we can control what they do and don’t know.”

 

[Firestarter]

Derek remained silent for a moment, still staring at Kalin with wide eyes as he tried to process what he just heard. After a couple seconds, Derek steps closer to Kalin quickly and lifts the other into his arms, twirling him around and kissing him passionately on the lips.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin squeaks, pulling away from the kiss after a few moments, gripping onto the other’s shoulders, “I—“

 

[Firestarter]

"I would love nothing more than to not have to hide you anymore, Kalin." Derek smiles warmly at Kalin and holds him close.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin smiles and kisses him again. “Let’s go to bed. . .” He murmurs.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek nods and rubs his nose against Kalin's before carrying him into the bedroom and placing him down on the bed. "I will let you choose however much you want to tell them okay?"

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin smiles at the affectionate gesture and then sprawls out on the bed, “Just that we’re together. And that out relationship had nothing to do with my job success.”

 

[Firestarter]

Derek nods and crawls onto the bed, nestling himself between Kalin's legs but resting his head on the other's stomach. "Thank you, Kalin."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin runs his fingers through Derek’s hair, “Hmm. . .”

 

[Firestarter]

Derek smiles and closes his eyes as he relaxes further onto Kalin. He could finally be with Kalin in every way without the fear of the press doing anything shady.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin hums softly, watching Derek.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek slowly starts to fall asleep on top of Kalin. The feel of the other's fingers in his hair was more relaxing than any stupid massage he had ever received in the past. It didn't take long for Derek to full pass out on top of Kalin and even snore just the tiniest bit.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin smiles softly, laughing and closes her eyes.

 

[Firestarter]

Even though things looked peaceful on the outside while Derek slept, inside his mind was a different story. His dreams were still plagued with images of Kalin kissing that other male at the bar along with his dark fears taking control. Derek's dreams turned into nightmares as he envisioned Kalin bringing the male back into his home and down into the basement, allowing the other male to fuck him in the same way that Derek would. He could even hear Kalin saying that the other male was better than him and that Kalin loved the other instead of Derek.

It had been a few hours since he had fallen asleep when Derek shoots up from the bed gasping and covered in sweat. Frantically, Derek looks around the room for Kalin until he saw the other sleeping peacefully in the bed next to him. Derek sighed and held his head in his hands for a moment. These dreams had been reoccurring ever since that day and nothing was working to help get rid of them. Derek quietly crawls out of bed and walks out to the back patio again. He needed fresh air to help him calm down and to hopefully stop himself from sweating.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin grumbles softly in his sleep as Derek’s sudden movements, curling into himself when the other leaves the bed. It doesn’t take Kalin long to wake and sit up, rubbing his eyes. He slides his hand across the bed to where Derek should be. . . He frowns and looks towards the bathroom and huffs softly. He slides from the bed, pulling on Derek’s discarded shirt again and walking from the bedroom.

His quiet steps led him to the kitchen and then the gym. Not seeing Derek in either room, he starts making his way to the patio, rubbing his eyes sleepily.

 

[Firestarter]

Not hearing Kalin walk up behind him, Derek remains leaning against a support post with his arms crossed while looking up at the moon. His mind was still racing with the memories of his dream. He couldn't understand why he kept seeing those images. He could feel a few tears welling up in his eyes as he sniffles softly and sighs.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin frowns slightly, moving beside Derek, “Are you okay?” He murmurs, looking up at the other.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek flinches softly, being startled by Kalin's sudden appearance, before smiling and pulling the other into a warm hug. "Yeah, I'm okay. Let's get you back into bed before you catch a cold."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin huffs, “What did I say about being open with each other?” He crosses his arms, peering up at Derek, “Tell me what’s wrong. You don’t normally get up in the middle of the night and leave the bed.”

 

[Firestarter]

Derek sighs and looks down. "Okay, I'm sorry. It's just....ever since everything happened I've been having this reoccurring nightmare."

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin reaches up and touches his cheek, tracing the other’s cheekbone lightly, “Mhm?” He murmurs, looking at him with a gentle gaze.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek exhales shakily and closes his eyes. "It involves you....and the guy from the bar. I keep seeing you and him kissing and then it just....gets worse from there." Derek shudders and closes his eyes tighter as the images circle around in his head again of the other guy fucking Kalin in his basement.

 

[RhysTheFirebird]

Kalin frowns and then presses his palm gently to Derek’s face before reaching up and cupping the other’s face between both hands, “I will never willingly touch someone else, or let them touch me as long as we are together. I’m yours, Derek, and no one can change that.” He slides one of his hands into the other’s hair, brushing it from his face and gently scratching at Derek’s scalp.

 

[Firestarter]

Derek sighs and pulls Kalin into a tight yet shaky hug as he buries his face into the other's neck. His entire body was trembling softly and his eyes burned with unshed tears.